As I blogged on my previous post, my friend Martin and I had a little argument or should I say misunderstanding yesterday morning. Since it happened, I can't concentrate on my work thinking why we blew it out of proportion. It was so unnecessary and uncalled for. Because of that I didn't feel well the whole day still thinking what have I done wrong? All I know is that I just told him what I feel that very moment and why I am pissed off when we talked the other night. Then suddenly, he bursts out like an outraged volcano, leaving me this notion that I am becoming a burden for him as he said that I don’t understand him and his situation.
I've been trying to be very understanding to my friends on my best way possible. I am the type of person that will do everything for my friends to please them even sometimes I feel like stupid of being neglected. At the same time, I am also sensitive, temperamental, and sometimes becoming egocentric unintentionally.
I talked to some of my "concerned" friends the whole day seeking for advices and also to have someone's shoulder to lean on as I was really feeling down with what happened. Almost all have the same pieces of advice, which is to let it go and give space.
At the end of the day, I realized my mistakes. I should have listened to him first. I should have let him explain first before reacting oddly. But deep inside I know that wasn’t just solely my fault. Even so, I eagerly want to speak with him to talk about it and to say sorry as well.
After long hours of popping messages every now and then, asking him to talk to me, waiting him for hours… finally, past 12am, he talked to me. I didn't waste any time and took the moment to apologize for everything that I have said and done. Likewise, he said sorry too. It was just a brief yet noteworthy conversation with him. Not much promises, we called off the night reconciled and wishing that hopefully it won't happen again. What a day it was!
Date Scribed: March 7, 2007 |
bro, Yeah everything sometimes we cant understand situation and im glad that you have reconciled already. Thanks to you as well..for my case.. I owe you a lot.