Right now, I feel like I am in a state where I'm doing fine yet at unexpected times, solitude hits me like a pouring rain in a sunny sky… and I can't figure out why it is happening and where it is coming from.
These past 2 weeks, I suffered from wakeful nights staying up too late in the morning, wide awake and can't find sleep, heading to bed around 2-4am, forcing myself to sleep just because of work.
Probably, I know by heart what is missing… but do I have the courage to move? Do I have the power to go? I am still confused…
As my status message goes, I am still finding my way back to sanity….
Apologies for this melodramatic post… maybe I am just RESTLESS and BORED…=(
Date Scribed: March 17, 2007 |
